Sep 05, 2006 18:08
i am fucking fed up with so much shit right now. fed right the fuck up. everyone can kiss my ass. yes, you too.
whenever i'm in church i get so overwhelmed that i feel like i could breakdown and cry. i guess like an incredibly bad person would and should. but i'm not a bad person. not at all. i do what im supposed to and stay away from hurting people along the way. so what does that mean?
kell, call me. when you have time. not because i need to vent, because i dont. i just miss you. and the you and me thing living together in flaaaaaaa didnt not work out. it just hasnt worked out yet........
p.s. im so freaking happy for you and jon. you deserve eachother. its like you and him were one person that God created and split in two, but somehow found eachother again to become whole.