i AM hollywood.

[iamthebad_star]

well, here i am back in cali. atleast for a bit. the smells, the sights, the people - all make me remember and miss what i once had. i dunno what to say about that, except that if i hadnt given it all up for a certain person (whom i used to see as a mistake but now see as a blessing) i wouldnt have met the great people i know now. i wouldnt have a great new roomie. i wouldnt have cut my hair and learned that i never want to do that again. i would have never gotten drunk with my friends and puked my guts up. i would have never hated and then loved chris jolley. i would never have met my other half....my Lucy. i wouldnt be missing the person i miss right now. i wouldnt have grown as much as i have as a person........period.

now all i need is an in-n-out in tha D. oh and the beach. the real beach. not heath beach.

kell i wish you were here with me. we'd be lucy and ethel together on the streets of hollywood. we'd smoke kool menthol lights at famous places, we'd hit every starbucks in 100 mile radius, we'd relax on the beach and take funny pictures, we'd eat chinese food in chinatown (well, i'd eat chinese food and watch you get grossed out), we'd make wishes for eachother at a fountain at the 3rd Street Promenade in santa monica while throwing pennies in.... next time. promise me. december.......fo sho.

geek, i wish you were here with me as well. doing nothing. just being here.