yo !
i have completed the musical at my school as of two days ago , started on 8,9,10 th and i had a solo . at first i cold not remember my song so i would write it in my notebook twice then sing it on stage . then the second night i lost my book and repeted the first chorus , but noone even noticed ! then the last night i totally kicked azz ! i think i was so hella rad ! and all the girls that were in my chorus class that showed up thought i was great . that rocks b/c you could see how much they hated to have to give a complement instead of receiving it ! i thought it was hilarius when my mom came up to me afterwords and said that people were going to her and asking if it had been a recording ... ha beat that . now can someone explain why i can get a solo in a musical , but my chorus teacher refuses to let me sing one for the school house rocks production ? it wouldnt even be one of the stupid songs he chose ! it was going to be morningstar by afi . god , he hates me , oh well , dont like him much either !
.... i love afi .... just thought i should throw that out there ....... i should goto sleep , but first , some of my poetry
i am hurt
i am crying
i am hurt
why is he whining ?
why do i have to be so hurt ...
yeah it's lame but worth it .
this one is kinda a song ... can't decide ...
the hate is spreading
almost mutating
nothing left to care about
they push you down again
then all you do is shout when you get home
you act as if i dont exist
then you throw me down and have your way
then as if it were your bad day
you throw it away
then you say those words i hate ...
i love you (oh how that hurts)
everytime i hear it i cringe and i want to vomit
if i dont reply , you repeat
but i cant say those disgusting words to you
so volatile
i feel hollow inside after the words leave my lips
then i wish i were dead
or at least brave
i hate the way you hold me
so close
so dear
so contently ...
i hate you (cant be that brave)
so , what do you think ? to sleepy to write much more so i'll just post cuz i gotta do some stuff before i fall asleep . nite !
.... i love afi .... just thought i should throw that out there ....... i should goto sleep , but first , some of my poetry
i am hurt
i am crying
i am hurt
why is he whining ?
why do i have to be so hurt ...
yeah it's lame but worth it .
this one is kinda a song ... can't decide ...
the hate is spreading
almost mutating
nothing left to care about
they push you down again
then all you do is shout when you get home
you act as if i dont exist
then you throw me down and have your way
then as if it were your bad day
you throw it away
then you say those words i hate ...
i love you (oh how that hurts)
everytime i hear it i cringe and i want to vomit
if i dont reply , you repeat
but i cant say those disgusting words to you
so volatile
i feel hollow inside after the words leave my lips
then i wish i were dead
or at least brave
i hate the way you hold me
so close
so dear
so contently ...
i hate you (cant be that brave)
so , what do you think ? to sleepy to write much more so i'll just post cuz i gotta do some stuff before i fall asleep . nite !