Nov 12, 2007 23:45
Alright folksies, it's gonna be a long night and I'm set for the duration. I've got raisins for noshing, I've got two pots of cofee in my thermos waiting for me to enjoy the sweet nectar, I've got angry music playing (softly so I don't wake the roomie of course), and I've got Motor learning and performance to study.
Classes start at 8, I need to be taped and ready to play by 7:30 so I can warm up cause the 5 minutes given us is not enough for my liking. Then another class at 9:35 then my test.
I'm ready for this yet at the same time life is crashing in around me.
School is failing me, for once I'm not failing it. SAE is slowly collapsing like a star. The old lady is harping on me. All I want to do is go home, eat some bird, shoot the shit with my friends, have a fire, a beer, play some poker, run around, and do some work. I haven't had a real chance to relax at home since...May. Even then it wasn't relaxing, more of taking a quick breather before things picked up down here.
All in all, I shouldn't complain but when three of the biggest things in my life right now are going down the crapper it makes me want a break even more.
It's not a good day for a poetic, meaningful post. More of a vent post.
end rant
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