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I broke up with Jesse.
I don't feel as confident as I did before.
I hate school. I don't want to be here anymore.
I wish everything was the way it was before. before I met Jesse.
why do I get myself into this all the time?
fuck love. it doesn't work. it doesn't ever work. it's like they try to hurt you. purposely. like they want you to feel like shit.
and you lose all of your friends. I lost all of mine. I can't get close to anyone anymore. I'm just on the side. and aquaintence.
I thought I could get it all back easy. because I was able to get over Jennifer. but I forgot how bad I felt afterwards, and how long it took me to get everything back again. But I moved away from there. what if I have to leave everything behind to be happy again? I feel like nothing here is ever going to change.
I don't feel as confident as I did before.
I hate school. I don't want to be here anymore.
I wish everything was the way it was before. before I met Jesse.
why do I get myself into this all the time?
fuck love. it doesn't work. it doesn't ever work. it's like they try to hurt you. purposely. like they want you to feel like shit.
and you lose all of your friends. I lost all of mine. I can't get close to anyone anymore. I'm just on the side. and aquaintence.
I thought I could get it all back easy. because I was able to get over Jennifer. but I forgot how bad I felt afterwards, and how long it took me to get everything back again. But I moved away from there. what if I have to leave everything behind to be happy again? I feel like nothing here is ever going to change.