Sep 08, 2005 21:28
I hate me right now. I'm frustrated with everything about me. And don't think that just because Rachael says I'm not a hypocritical bitch doesn't make that true. I know I am. I'm coming to terms with the fact, slowly and painfully, but surely. Maybe I'll feel better when I get my braces off (if I look more mature, maybe I'll trick myself into actually BEING more mature) . . . if I don't spontaniously combust from the bitch-vibes or accidently kill someone. Or acutally kill someone and call it an accident because I'll feel really bad about it afterwards.
I'm . . . . . . . . gonna go now. And stop being whiney as well as hypocritcal and bitchy. I hope. BLAH!!