"nay not!" ~MaryBeth and Niki's new motto!
I keep writing posts, then deleting them. I don't know why I can't just... write one.
Not much has been happening in my life... Which, in a way, is very relieving. I'm just existing, and I love it. Engineering is hard, but I'm actually doing really well this semester... While I do have to spend the majority of my free time studying, I actually enjoy doing physics and calculus most of the time. I am a dork. But it's not like I never leave the house or anything... Most of the time, I study at Espresso Royale, this little coffee shop a few blocks from where I live. It's so chill there. I can be completely alone, but still feel connected to everyone around me... I don't know how to really explain it, but it's a great atmosphere. Not to mention lattes = love.
Probably one of the greatest things about being in Boston is having the ability to hop on the T and just go somewhere for the day, completely spontaneously, and for only like... $2.50 at the most. In 10 minutes, you can be in a totally different world... It's nice to drift away for a while, escape routine.
I can't believe how quickly Spring Break is approaching... Just a little over one week until I'm back in County. This semester isn't encompassed by death like last one, which is always good. So I'm not really counting days up or down now... Just existing, as previously stated. Living. Enjoying the nice little moments of life, like having lunch on the stoop with Megan. Or walking aimlessly around the city. I don't know, it's nice not to have to try for anything, just having it all come rushing at me, soaking it all in. No one should have to try to be happy. Or try for any other type of emotion, really. Because you miss out on the best things in life. I guess I have a newfound confidence. Or rather, I'm recovering the confidence I used to have. It's grand, whatever it is!
<3 niki
Not much has been happening in my life... Which, in a way, is very relieving. I'm just existing, and I love it. Engineering is hard, but I'm actually doing really well this semester... While I do have to spend the majority of my free time studying, I actually enjoy doing physics and calculus most of the time. I am a dork. But it's not like I never leave the house or anything... Most of the time, I study at Espresso Royale, this little coffee shop a few blocks from where I live. It's so chill there. I can be completely alone, but still feel connected to everyone around me... I don't know how to really explain it, but it's a great atmosphere. Not to mention lattes = love.
Probably one of the greatest things about being in Boston is having the ability to hop on the T and just go somewhere for the day, completely spontaneously, and for only like... $2.50 at the most. In 10 minutes, you can be in a totally different world... It's nice to drift away for a while, escape routine.
I can't believe how quickly Spring Break is approaching... Just a little over one week until I'm back in County. This semester isn't encompassed by death like last one, which is always good. So I'm not really counting days up or down now... Just existing, as previously stated. Living. Enjoying the nice little moments of life, like having lunch on the stoop with Megan. Or walking aimlessly around the city. I don't know, it's nice not to have to try for anything, just having it all come rushing at me, soaking it all in. No one should have to try to be happy. Or try for any other type of emotion, really. Because you miss out on the best things in life. I guess I have a newfound confidence. Or rather, I'm recovering the confidence I used to have. It's grand, whatever it is!
<3 niki