Wierd thing about Magic
So here I am working spells and such on a for an opening to a relationship (no love spells) with a particular Pisces man and out of No where comes this other amazing intellectual Pisces trying to sweep me off my feet, like in my heart of hearts had hoped Pisces Man 1 would do.
Oh my goddess, Pisces Man Dos and I talked for almost 6 hrs last night on the net (he is in WY working this week). We talked about everything from naughty little fantasies to the most indepth Pagan vs Christian philosophies and ideas.
SO, I have a dinner date with Pisces Uno tomorrow night, and weather permitting a play date with Pisces Dos on Friday. The only problem with Pisces Dos, is he is coming out of his defunct marriage. I totally understand his emotional state, as my own marriage was over several years before we actually split, so it is not like the shocking divorce and rebound, yet my emotional serpent guardians that protect that heart chakra are telling me to be careful. The problem with Pisces Uno is he won't initiate anything, but is willing to be there for me no matter what. Both are big, working men, dark hair, 6'3 and 6'4, down to earth men.
I am absolutely giddy and utterly confused all at the same time. I have wanted to initiate a relationship with Pisces Uno for the longest time and in my most knowing of knowings, knows he feels the same but is as afraid of hurt as I am. SO I put all this working into action and wham here comes Pisces Dos and as much as don't want him to is admittedly sweeping me away.
Oh well it is kinda nice to have this stupid smile plastered to my face for no reason. I haven't felt like this in years.....
(oh then there is this spicy little Native American/Latino that wants to go our Saturday as well....heee heeee)
Oh my goddess, Pisces Man Dos and I talked for almost 6 hrs last night on the net (he is in WY working this week). We talked about everything from naughty little fantasies to the most indepth Pagan vs Christian philosophies and ideas.
SO, I have a dinner date with Pisces Uno tomorrow night, and weather permitting a play date with Pisces Dos on Friday. The only problem with Pisces Dos, is he is coming out of his defunct marriage. I totally understand his emotional state, as my own marriage was over several years before we actually split, so it is not like the shocking divorce and rebound, yet my emotional serpent guardians that protect that heart chakra are telling me to be careful. The problem with Pisces Uno is he won't initiate anything, but is willing to be there for me no matter what. Both are big, working men, dark hair, 6'3 and 6'4, down to earth men.
I am absolutely giddy and utterly confused all at the same time. I have wanted to initiate a relationship with Pisces Uno for the longest time and in my most knowing of knowings, knows he feels the same but is as afraid of hurt as I am. SO I put all this working into action and wham here comes Pisces Dos and as much as don't want him to is admittedly sweeping me away.
Oh well it is kinda nice to have this stupid smile plastered to my face for no reason. I haven't felt like this in years.....
(oh then there is this spicy little Native American/Latino that wants to go our Saturday as well....heee heeee)