The Hanged Man
Mabon is fast approaching and though I was invited to a wonderful Mabon Celebration with another coven, I of course will be with my sisters and their families at ours. But at this other celebration, the HP, under the August Full Moon, pulled a tarot card for each of the people she invited. My card was The Hanged Man.
Pondering on this, it is the perfect card for this time of year as it represents finding he balance between the spiritual and physical. Reminds me to take that time of hanging upside down, to quiet and talk to Goddess, knowing I have to come back and function in the mundane world, but that it is okay. And what ever falls out of my pockets while I am hanging upside down, just aren't as important as I had thought, and I should take the time to see what it is I am holding onto that needs to be let go.
I went out with Rusty the other night, I haven't seen him all summer. Man, did I miss him. Then I spent the whole night just whining like and idiot. He probably won't want to go out again until I get my life together. He always makes a point whenever we start going out and doing things to let me know he doesn't want a girlfriend, but always questions if Bill and I ever proceeded with the divorce. He doesn't understand my view that filing paper is just a legal technicality, my marriage was over years ago.
Also a problem being that Bill and I are now friends. He doesn't get that. Oh well. I will never again change to make someone happy.
I am truly blessed today with the people who are in my life.
Pondering on this, it is the perfect card for this time of year as it represents finding he balance between the spiritual and physical. Reminds me to take that time of hanging upside down, to quiet and talk to Goddess, knowing I have to come back and function in the mundane world, but that it is okay. And what ever falls out of my pockets while I am hanging upside down, just aren't as important as I had thought, and I should take the time to see what it is I am holding onto that needs to be let go.
I went out with Rusty the other night, I haven't seen him all summer. Man, did I miss him. Then I spent the whole night just whining like and idiot. He probably won't want to go out again until I get my life together. He always makes a point whenever we start going out and doing things to let me know he doesn't want a girlfriend, but always questions if Bill and I ever proceeded with the divorce. He doesn't understand my view that filing paper is just a legal technicality, my marriage was over years ago.
Also a problem being that Bill and I are now friends. He doesn't get that. Oh well. I will never again change to make someone happy.
I am truly blessed today with the people who are in my life.