What to say? What to do? I thought I was head over heels for you....

Jan 09, 2005 17:06

Just when you think everything is going well in your life, everything is on course, you realize that suddenly...It's not as great as you hoped it to be. You don't know what to think; You're constantly upset. I really can't take anymore of this mess. For those of you who know what I'm talking about, thank you for the advice you've given me. It's helped to an extent...I still don't understand anything that's going on. I hate this feeling. I at least want to understand; That's something that isn't happening.

I went car shopping yesterday. I didn't get a car, but at least I know my parents are looking for me. From the looks of things, I won't be getting a car until school lets out this year. I really don't mind that. It's just refreshing to know that I'll be getting a car eventually. That's a nice feeling.

I understand Physics! It's an exciting turning point in me...well...not understanding physics. I beat Andrew on the last worksheet....by a whole six points! I got a 100...he got a 94! Take that Andrew! I'm smart! yessssssss...

You guys know what's a funny commercial? The one with the guy who's going bike riding without a bike. It makes me laugh everytime.

I've been feeling left out lately...Not a good feeling.

Hmm..what else have I been doing lately? Friday I hung out with Ryan and Mark...I hit the curb and grass at Marks house....Whoops....Ryan was my first passenger ever! I actually did a good job driving. Or so I think. It felt good just driving on my own; I felt like I could get away from it all that way.

Hmm...Anything exciting going on in anyones life? I haven't exactly done anything with the group....They always seem off doing something...and then they ALWAYS! think I was there..So I don't know whats goin on. Anyone? anyone done anything exciting?

I'm really bored right now. I'm talking to Ryan...and I'm trying to stall doing Physics..and English. I know how to do it all..but I'm too lazy.

Leave me messages..Call me...something....I get lonely...

<3 Ashley
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