The Season of Renewal
It's Easter, and no matter what is going on every year I think of rebirth, renewal and reawakening. Here lately I have been indulging my hobbies. It's rekindled the desire to share, make people smile, lend a hand or just say I care about you. It's been beads this time, I'm running myself broke in beads. So far I've given away most of what I have made, but those people love the gifts they have been given, and are in turn bragging on the items and drumming for people to pay me for what I make.
Work is going okay's, something new every day to worry about, work on, but I haven't been being so passive lately. I have a new boss that doesn't want me to be passive. He likes it when I fuss, He likes it when I think people should come up to a higher standard, and not just meet the minimum. There are people at work that I have considered friends. One day I realized that this person goes out of her way to try and lower my self esteem and put her self above me and everyone around her. She blames it on being a Leo, but it got tiresome long ago. I've been quietly helping her show her true colours to the Management. The don't think she is the darling they used to. It's sad that I am taking such pleasure in this. I have been treating her the same way she treats me in front of other people. I think she is not liking it much. She keeps trying to get back on my good side.
I joined a ghost hunting group, and have been having a ball with it. It get's me out of the house and makes me walk around. That is good for me. The other group members are nice people, and I enjoy their company. Making new friends is really hard for me, but I'm doing it.
I have this strange urge to clean house, but there ain't enough prednisone in the world to keep me going. But I got a load of dishes going and am getting some of the trash up.
I hadn't worn make-up in years. I tried to get in the habit a few months back, but gave it up because the people at work kept making a fuss about it. They embarrassed me with out meaning to. I'm wanting to try again, so if there are any older chubby ladies out there that wear make-up still I could use some make up tips.
I have tons of material, and I keep meaning to make myself some fresh clothes for this spring. I keep getting side tracked. Oh well next weekend I will have both days off. I can try again then. For now I have my light weight shirts. I want to make some dresses that I can move around in comfortably. I think I have some designing to do, Ladies what are the good colours to wear this spring? I have to go kind of on the dark end of the spectrum or I just look washed out.
I'm loosing a little weight, YAY! But I'm not loosing it fast enough. Going to have to do some more work in that area. But I have been happier lately, and when that happens I loose weight with out trying and I smoke less.
Happy Spring Everyone.
Work is going okay's, something new every day to worry about, work on, but I haven't been being so passive lately. I have a new boss that doesn't want me to be passive. He likes it when I fuss, He likes it when I think people should come up to a higher standard, and not just meet the minimum. There are people at work that I have considered friends. One day I realized that this person goes out of her way to try and lower my self esteem and put her self above me and everyone around her. She blames it on being a Leo, but it got tiresome long ago. I've been quietly helping her show her true colours to the Management. The don't think she is the darling they used to. It's sad that I am taking such pleasure in this. I have been treating her the same way she treats me in front of other people. I think she is not liking it much. She keeps trying to get back on my good side.
I joined a ghost hunting group, and have been having a ball with it. It get's me out of the house and makes me walk around. That is good for me. The other group members are nice people, and I enjoy their company. Making new friends is really hard for me, but I'm doing it.
I have this strange urge to clean house, but there ain't enough prednisone in the world to keep me going. But I got a load of dishes going and am getting some of the trash up.
I hadn't worn make-up in years. I tried to get in the habit a few months back, but gave it up because the people at work kept making a fuss about it. They embarrassed me with out meaning to. I'm wanting to try again, so if there are any older chubby ladies out there that wear make-up still I could use some make up tips.
I have tons of material, and I keep meaning to make myself some fresh clothes for this spring. I keep getting side tracked. Oh well next weekend I will have both days off. I can try again then. For now I have my light weight shirts. I want to make some dresses that I can move around in comfortably. I think I have some designing to do, Ladies what are the good colours to wear this spring? I have to go kind of on the dark end of the spectrum or I just look washed out.
I'm loosing a little weight, YAY! But I'm not loosing it fast enough. Going to have to do some more work in that area. But I have been happier lately, and when that happens I loose weight with out trying and I smoke less.
Happy Spring Everyone.