tres merde

Apr 17, 2005 00:47

so i almost cried... i know how retarded of me
i was thinking about my grades, and what i need to stay in my program, and what i need to get into co-op.. .and well.... my future is no longer looking that bloody bright... which completely and utterly sucks..it may be hard for me to get kicked out of my program ( i would commit suicide) but to not get into co-op...(which forsurely wont happen if i get kicked out of my program)... well.. im freaking out cause of psych... what i get in psych matters twice as much as ANY OTHER courses.. .cause psych was a whole bloody year course (i strongly suggest against taking it) the mark i get is multiplied by 2 and thats what is taken to see my GPA... which SUCKS!!!! i am so ready to cry...
if i get kicked out this is what i shall do..
- move back home with mommy and daddy
- cry (which will be first on list)
- go suicidal
- become a failure
- cry
- take knife and stab self
- proudly admit to being a loser and then go kill thyself in a corner
- work at Krispy Kreme
- die
there you have it
i hate life
oh and apparently i (fine my mom and dad) paid less than $1400 for school this year....WOOOOOOOO
next year (if i go) will be a different story cause our tuition is being deregulated...DIE BOB RAE!!!!!!
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