Wuuu. SJ's 6th year!

[iamryeomato]

It's been a while since the last time I wrote an entry. Hmm. Yeah, Happy 6th Anniversary SJ! I may not be as a big fan of them like before but I will always love them as they were the first band that I love. I've been to two of their concerts here and it was a wonderful experience. It may sound absurd but I never expected that I'll be on a hiatus mode as to supporting them. I think it started around August when I kind of become cold to the fandom. A lot of things happened and I'm not happy with the recent flow of events. First, I started to hate a lot of ELFs. Some of them are just too rotten, you know, since they think they've been a fan for a long time they solely have the right to take over things (fandom stuffs/events). My friends are in an ongoing battle with this people in their place. Well yeah, I hate them and the way they act, they are arrogant and they think they are really that great, which in reality not. Second, as a student it's hard to keep on fangirling, I mean, the albums and other stuffs, the headache that it brought, like thinking how would I'd be able to go on another concert. Plus, my parents are scolding me for buying these stuffs, well you know, they don't understand you at all, but I came to realize that they were right. Haha. Third, studies, yeah, it's hard to fangirl while studying added to the fact that the course I'm taking in requires dedication. I came to realize that I have to study first before anything else, it's something that we'll determine my fate in the future. I still lack focus but I was able to overcome my fear that I thought I couldn't live a single day without hearing their voices or updating stuffs about them. Hmmm. Lastly, it would be SMEnt treatment against them. You know, they're bringing lots of honor and money to the company but their hardwork is somewhat not recognized. As Heechul had said, he brags about their achievements to the company as they tend to forget how far SJ had reached already. I'm not against any of their groups who they were biased but I think, they should give SJ a proper treatment. I'm really disappointed on their recent repackage album, the photoshoot, quality, etc. As to their MVs, it's all like a DANCE VERSION, why don't film outdoors? Heck. I don't think they deserve this treatment at all since I BELIEVE they bring lots of money to the company, mainly because among all the groups they have the most places to have a concert in Asia. Oh well, I guess I said a lot here. Anyways, I've been sitting on the toilet for 30 mins already. Haha.

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