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i know this weekend is going to be a lot of fun, but i'm feeling down because i keep seeing him with another girl like all the time (more often then i saw him when i was dating him). It seems like no matter how hard i try to move on, i keep getting slammed down by something crazy like running into him with this girl. thing is, i don't want to be with him. and in a way, i want to warn her so she doesn't spend a year finding out what it took me finding out to finally get rid of him (but that is crazy, you can warn ppl about exes, they will think you are CRAZY). it's just hard seeing someone that you fought of as yours for over a year making out with someone new a week after breaking up with him. i hate that he still has this power over me. he's such a jerk.