I could take the place of those pills
so i'm on the phone right now with ev. he's on hyis way back from gainsville.they lost.
this week has been about nothing but growing up. and i hate it. everyone around me is growing up. the descisions made affect the rest of our lives. i don't want to go into details because he is still thinking.
i found out today that their are two spots on my lung. my mother has known all along. do you know how angry i am that i find out today after how long. i don't wanna write about how i'm feeling or how i'm holding up because honestly i don't want anyone to know.
8 weeks sounds way longer than 2 months.
so i promise i haven't been depressed all week. just today. i even noticed i was starting to take it out on the kids at work today. i have four days left on this stupid medicine. then no more crappy side effects. i have a doctors appointment tomorrow.
i finally get a really great cheerleading opprotunity and it might be taken away due to health concerns. i know that god has a plan and that i'll only get what he knows i can handle sometimes its hard.. i'm dealing. just sometimes it doesn't make sense how you find something so amazing. something(one) that makes you feel so much happier and yet you have to give it up to "be fair" no one said life was fair.
how is everyone elses' spring break so far? i want stories!!!
this week has been about nothing but growing up. and i hate it. everyone around me is growing up. the descisions made affect the rest of our lives. i don't want to go into details because he is still thinking.
i found out today that their are two spots on my lung. my mother has known all along. do you know how angry i am that i find out today after how long. i don't wanna write about how i'm feeling or how i'm holding up because honestly i don't want anyone to know.
8 weeks sounds way longer than 2 months.
so i promise i haven't been depressed all week. just today. i even noticed i was starting to take it out on the kids at work today. i have four days left on this stupid medicine. then no more crappy side effects. i have a doctors appointment tomorrow.
i finally get a really great cheerleading opprotunity and it might be taken away due to health concerns. i know that god has a plan and that i'll only get what he knows i can handle sometimes its hard.. i'm dealing. just sometimes it doesn't make sense how you find something so amazing. something(one) that makes you feel so much happier and yet you have to give it up to "be fair" no one said life was fair.
how is everyone elses' spring break so far? i want stories!!!