i don't drink.period.

[iamrandomful]

when did life get this hard. when did all this growing up take place. i swear i've cried mre in this week alone than i had in the past two months. i was doing real good...and this isn't directed to anyone it's just me not being able to cope with everything but holding it in so that yall don't worry cuz i know i've been worring yall with everything else lately.

i knew this woudl happen. but i'm refusing to let myself dwell on it. i can do nothing about it. choices were made roads were taken and the world moved on. i think this week i've felt so isolated. just overall. which is weird cuz i don't get lonely like this. i don't want to talk about ti because i feel needy and i don't like that feeling. we've established that i can stand on my own and be happy so i know i can but i guess...i don't know it's not important.

i have to go take my lil bro to school then i'm off to the doctor's so they can check my ppd. i think? too many to keep track off lol. then off to school. then evan's game at sandalwood. come keep me company? then going out with evan. so cell it. sat. is miss stanton you should come it'll be good. sunday jared tanner is throwing a party and wanted me to relay this message so if you want to go i'll give you his screen name. other than that nothing going on.