Jun 24, 2004 00:14
Ga today started out bad, but then it got better, then worse again. first Kimberly and I went to the mall and she being my "spy" told me what she found out...(which was exactly what I thought it would be). About John and Suzanne my "friend" ha yeah right some friend she is! She told me that she wouldn't go out with him because she knows how I feel, and that it would bother me having one of my friends going out with my ex boyfriend...but then today I find out from Kimberly that they did indeed start going out...Yeah what a great friend...They both totally lied to me. She told me that and he told me that he wasnt going to ask her out because he also didnt want me to get mad at them. Ha to late now. So that made my day bad when Kimberly told me that...
Then it got better because there were a bunch of hot guys at the mall! and Kimberly got me my birthday presant for me (even thought my b-day isn't until July 27th) because she said she would end up forgetting what I want...she got me an anklet with a toe ring, hoop earings, she said she had something at her house for me and told me she wants to get me one other thing (she told me what they were thought) bangle bracelets (purple ones...because thats my fave color) and then she also wants to get my a cool looking pair of sunglasses that I saw in a store we were in. So my day got better.
Then once I got home it got bad again...because Suzanne called me & she told me that she broke up with him because she didnt want to hurt me (ha too late). She also said that she told him she was not going to go out with him until him & I were on "good terms"...So I said to her "Yeah, then you will never be going out with him, because that wont be happening for a LONG time!" Then she told me that she was fine with that because our "friendship" means more to her then going out with him. (which I so dont believe). I think she was just saying it to try to get me not to be mad at her...(didnt work)
Then later I got a phone call from...yep non other then John himself. he said "So you know that I asked out Suzanne?" and I that I did know. then he started saying that he still wants to br friends and I said "Well its a little too late for that now" then he said that he didnt want me to be mad at him so I told him that Kimberly, Tiffany, and Camille were the only 3 people that I trust now. and that now because of what he did, it left me to believe that everything that he ever told me was nothing more then a lie, and that I didnt trust him at all. and he then asked me why I didnt trust him and I said "What have you ever done that should make me ever trust you?" and he said "a lot of things" so I said "Name one!" and he was quite then he said "Well I cant think of any right now because I am tired" and I said "My point exactly!". Then I think his uncle came home because I heard something open and close (I think it was a door) and he said that he had to go and he would call me tomorrow so I told him that he would be luckey if I answered the phone. Then I hong up and called Camille. I am hoping that he doesnt call me tomorrow. I dont mind that he wants to go out with someone else other then me, but its the fact that he asked out one of my "good friends" or at least she use to be a good friend to me. I mean how would he like it if I asked out his best friend? He prob wouldnt like it that much. and he said he still wants to be friends with me after that....ha I dont think so.