wrap her up in the news of the world
How could this have come to pass, so ready already to see my youth as something to be nostalgic about. No energy for adventures and no energy for potential, I would like to sit and remember the days when the future seemed open wide and terrifying and every move I made was revelation or annihilation, I would like to smile and put my dishes in the sink maybe take a shower and, moving on, be no longer passion prone or desperate for desire, no longer vulnerable to instability and seduction, disinterested, maybe, tired. I am tired. And I am ready to deserve an end to this.
...ps phil sorry I snapped. bad timing.
...ps phil sorry I snapped. bad timing.