School?
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
I am juggling to much as always. I should just cut off ties with the "real-world" and hang out in my room studying my calendar. At least I will remember what I am forgetting to do.
School is fine I guess, still not putting in the effort I should be. With two B's looming in one class I doubt I will 4. this semester... *sigh* why must I be my own enemy.
I don't know where to draw the line of good-friend and hopeless bro-mantic. I want everyone to be happy and ok, but it isn't possible. So I end up taking it really hard when my friends are all code-red and I am at a loss to know what to do. I know it isn't my job to parade around as their salvation, I just wish I could help. But then again I can't even take my own advice half the time, so why do expect you to?
I am just upset is all. Upset without having anything to do about it.
When are we getting a break?
I have tests coming up... weee... not. And I am finally getting to the finishing stages of my proposal. Psi Chi is taking up half my brain, but I lost that half somewhere so that is getting neglected. SCHOOL WORK SCHOOL WORK SCHOOL. And trying to make a larger social life fit in the nooks and crannies of my actual life.
Trying not to use this as a complaining tool but it isn't working.
But for the good: Atleast half of this semester is over. Although that means I have like 3 projects to start... 4? I should know the actual number... 3... I think.
AND the Halloween party is super close. I just need... a costume. Whooops. But I am excited for it. I really do like parties, if that is the only way I can see some of my friends then at least we have that. Small victories.
That is what I will try and cheer myself up with. Small victories...
OH! Almost done with the gambling study, that is at leat a moderatly sized victory. I can't wait to do analysis!!! and start working on Abstracts for APA and MPA (maybe if it isn't toooo late)
Alright, I feel better.
I am juggling to much as always. I should just cut off ties with the "real-world" and hang out in my room studying my calendar. At least I will remember what I am forgetting to do.
School is fine I guess, still not putting in the effort I should be. With two B's looming in one class I doubt I will 4. this semester... *sigh* why must I be my own enemy.
I don't know where to draw the line of good-friend and hopeless bro-mantic. I want everyone to be happy and ok, but it isn't possible. So I end up taking it really hard when my friends are all code-red and I am at a loss to know what to do. I know it isn't my job to parade around as their salvation, I just wish I could help. But then again I can't even take my own advice half the time, so why do expect you to?
I am just upset is all. Upset without having anything to do about it.
When are we getting a break?
I have tests coming up... weee... not. And I am finally getting to the finishing stages of my proposal. Psi Chi is taking up half my brain, but I lost that half somewhere so that is getting neglected. SCHOOL WORK SCHOOL WORK SCHOOL. And trying to make a larger social life fit in the nooks and crannies of my actual life.
Trying not to use this as a complaining tool but it isn't working.
But for the good: Atleast half of this semester is over. Although that means I have like 3 projects to start... 4? I should know the actual number... 3... I think.
AND the Halloween party is super close. I just need... a costume. Whooops. But I am excited for it. I really do like parties, if that is the only way I can see some of my friends then at least we have that. Small victories.
That is what I will try and cheer myself up with. Small victories...
OH! Almost done with the gambling study, that is at leat a moderatly sized victory. I can't wait to do analysis!!! and start working on Abstracts for APA and MPA (maybe if it isn't toooo late)
Alright, I feel better.