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i miss turkey life crazy. the people there are always on my mind. i hated it while i was there but now all i can remember are the good things. i miss istanbul. i could totally spend the rest of my life there and be perfectly content. Urzgan comes and oes from my mind. i wish i would have talked to him, done something, anythin. it is driving me crazy, all of the what ifs. i no longer want any what ifs. i am done with the what ifs. i am glad i went to turkey. it was a trip of a life time and i am so blessed to have gone on it.
i am so happy this year. so happy. the past couple of weeks have been amazing. from the UCU dance dressed as a pumpkin patch and pranking the trailor to the Ave dance. I realize i am finally happy and in a good place in my life and i am loving it. i realize who i am and who i want around me and i have never been happier.
i am so happy this year. so happy. the past couple of weeks have been amazing. from the UCU dance dressed as a pumpkin patch and pranking the trailor to the Ave dance. I realize i am finally happy and in a good place in my life and i am loving it. i realize who i am and who i want around me and i have never been happier.