life
i never write in this thing anymore i really should
i love/hate college, there are days when i am so in love with it and days i come and just cry and lately all i have been doing is crying
i hate it here, here meaning the UW and where i am living. i hated the dorms because of the roommate and i loved everyone else there and at the new place i love love my roommate but no one is very nice i feel awkward and uncomfortable and no is friendly i was 5 minutes late to lunch and all the boys had eaten it so i had to go but lunch and i went and ate alone in my room and cried
i do not know what is wrong with me anymore i am never satisified and everything is now falling apart
i am a complete mess lately and i do not know what do about it
i want to leave this school however transfering credits to the school i would like to go to is not really possible and when i found that out i cried for three hours, i felt like i could not breathe
i can not breathe where i live i do not know how i will last a quarter here, i am tired of crying
i miss my friends like no other and i hate my job i can not stand being there any more i am done...i do not know how i will get through this quarter