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When i listen to music that i havent listened to in a couple months, It reminds me of the times when i did listen to it. It reminds me of like everything going on in my life right then, even if i had forgot it and it was in the back of my mind for awhile.
I pulled out some old stuff the past couple days and ive been listening to it and man it just really got to me.
I just miss so much how everything use to be. The people that i was so close with back then, i havent even hung out with that much this summer.
And those people are definitely some of THE MOST important people in my life, not just now, but i think forever.
It just makes me want to cry, alot, and i really dont like crying.
Some of the songs i listen to, its like i can almost remember what i was thinking while listening to them months ago.
I just remember laughing so much and having the time of my life and that i would never forget and so far i havent.
I love my friends soooooo much!
Why have we been divided?
I know its my fault too.
But people that i use to call my best friends back then, i havent even had a deep conversation with for ...6 months.
Just the fact that i havent seen most of you guys in 2 weeks makes me cry, but the fact that our friendships are falling apart, is just tearing me apart.
Im so grateful that you guys came into my life and i really love you guys and i still look back on that infamous day at brians house when it was raining and i still laugh just as hard as i did that day.
I hope things change soon and i see you guys more often. Ill definitely be praying about it and for you guys too. I love you all and miss you all so much, even though you live like .2 miles away from me.
I pulled out some old stuff the past couple days and ive been listening to it and man it just really got to me.
I just miss so much how everything use to be. The people that i was so close with back then, i havent even hung out with that much this summer.
And those people are definitely some of THE MOST important people in my life, not just now, but i think forever.
It just makes me want to cry, alot, and i really dont like crying.
Some of the songs i listen to, its like i can almost remember what i was thinking while listening to them months ago.
I just remember laughing so much and having the time of my life and that i would never forget and so far i havent.
I love my friends soooooo much!
Why have we been divided?
I know its my fault too.
But people that i use to call my best friends back then, i havent even had a deep conversation with for ...6 months.
Just the fact that i havent seen most of you guys in 2 weeks makes me cry, but the fact that our friendships are falling apart, is just tearing me apart.
Im so grateful that you guys came into my life and i really love you guys and i still look back on that infamous day at brians house when it was raining and i still laugh just as hard as i did that day.
I hope things change soon and i see you guys more often. Ill definitely be praying about it and for you guys too. I love you all and miss you all so much, even though you live like .2 miles away from me.