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it's funny when i post something im feeling and no one comments and when i post bullshit random stuff i get assrammed with em.
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I am yet to figure out what pot does for that kid really. i almost feel sorry for him. it really is quite pathetic. i guess i just really miss the old zahk. most importantly i miss our band. i miss the people and the stage and the hardcore kids when they danced even though it didn't fit the music. but it seems like time has retrograted and they act like they're 14 again and i keep getting more introverted and cynical by the second.
Fab's still as awesome as he was when we were 2, as is jahred. hunter, he doesn't deserve all the pain he gets. i hope he kinds GOD and i feel like such a failure because he's so stubborn. but i wont give up. i know he wants to, there's just a lot of stuff going on in his life that is making him doubt. Please keep him in your prayers.
32 days to PENNSYLVANIA
pumpkin bars are so feckin mack
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I am yet to figure out what pot does for that kid really. i almost feel sorry for him. it really is quite pathetic. i guess i just really miss the old zahk. most importantly i miss our band. i miss the people and the stage and the hardcore kids when they danced even though it didn't fit the music. but it seems like time has retrograted and they act like they're 14 again and i keep getting more introverted and cynical by the second.
Fab's still as awesome as he was when we were 2, as is jahred. hunter, he doesn't deserve all the pain he gets. i hope he kinds GOD and i feel like such a failure because he's so stubborn. but i wont give up. i know he wants to, there's just a lot of stuff going on in his life that is making him doubt. Please keep him in your prayers.
32 days to PENNSYLVANIA
pumpkin bars are so feckin mack