Feb 04, 2006 02:34
Alright here's what this is all about.
Straight honesty, is because I can't fucking be realistic unless I'm at the bottom.
When I'm positive I'm living a lie. I don't have anyone to be happy with (like a girl, duh) and it isn't going to change because I haven't put much effort into it.
Pretty sure that the day after I feel good, I'm going to feel like a total repressive loser the next.
I can't deny this shit. But I'm not depressed, so read on or something.
Fuck it. Positives. I saw Kiss Kiss Bang Bang tonight and absolutely loved it. I'm pretty sure I'm going to buy it as soon as I can. It was interesting and hilarious. Val Kilmer had a great role, and robert Downey Jr was great no matter how fucked up he is on a regular basis.
I'm slowly becoming a beer pong champion. I went on a 10-0 run with Sean, and it was good. The overall record for the weekend is 12-2.
Not bad.
I want to start writing again but I'm lacking inspiration. Basically, whatever. I'm drawing a little, but not getting better.
Again, I lack technique..