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Having a chat right now. It's about society's ever changing look on what "love" and "care" apparently means.
I can't help but to think it could be like the past. I told Sean I've been looking for that Bogart scene somewhere. I said to him, "Every time I see this damn girl, and nothing happens." I told him "love" has come to mean that you have a physical attraction, more like lust than anything real. Life is becoming more like Hollywood press than anything. So called love is followed by divorce soon after. A pety end to a pety definition of what is supposed to be forever.
Most of the nights I write like I'm depressed, it's because of shit like this. It's hard to tell someone how it feels when you've been pushed away or denied. I wish I was raised without the garbage that people profess today.
And what I really wish, is that I had something (coughsomeonecough) to hold on to and feel good about. Because I don't have it, and it isn't going to happen as long as I feel like I do.
I can't help but to think it could be like the past. I told Sean I've been looking for that Bogart scene somewhere. I said to him, "Every time I see this damn girl, and nothing happens." I told him "love" has come to mean that you have a physical attraction, more like lust than anything real. Life is becoming more like Hollywood press than anything. So called love is followed by divorce soon after. A pety end to a pety definition of what is supposed to be forever.
Most of the nights I write like I'm depressed, it's because of shit like this. It's hard to tell someone how it feels when you've been pushed away or denied. I wish I was raised without the garbage that people profess today.
And what I really wish, is that I had something (coughsomeonecough) to hold on to and feel good about. Because I don't have it, and it isn't going to happen as long as I feel like I do.