Orchids and Catkins
What a nice peaceful day. It's my day off from work and I've spent it gardening, cleaning, and otherwise enjoying the warmth after the last cold snap of the year. Best Buy seems like it'll be a great place to work at. I look forward to going in to work and I egarly await the store's opening. It helps that I've made some friends there and that one of the guys I work with is really cute. (In that goofy kinda way that I love so much).
I keep searching for my sister. She's so good at having a life of her own that I always seem to miss her when I stop by the house. I've been wanting to talk to her about whether or not she wants to look at apartments wit me. As people go, I have sucessfully shared a living space with her for 18 years and fgure that if anyone would make a better roommate, I have yet to find them.
As for all the the drama at Joey and Vicki's, it's apparently subsided for now. Maybe it helps that I'm slipping Joey some St. John's Wort? I'm taking some myself to help keep any negative thoughts away because while I'm sruggling t find my own place again and put my life back together,the last thing I want is to fall into a dark mood. Even worse would be falling into another boy to try and keep my darkness at bay.
Speaking of, there is a cute guy who's been shoing me some interest but I'm not sure if I want to date him. After going crazy over John (and Steven) I think a break is long over due. Besides, I want to know if someone I want to date ha a drug problem or likes to cut themselves or what ever before I date them. My resistance to falling head over heels for a guy has apparenty another side affect. While I am weighing what I see, the other guy is seemingly becoming more and more intrigued with me. Maybe the trick to getting someone to want you is to show interest, but not so much that it's taken for granted.
Well, I'm going to go back to enjoying the day. I hope everyone else is too!
I keep searching for my sister. She's so good at having a life of her own that I always seem to miss her when I stop by the house. I've been wanting to talk to her about whether or not she wants to look at apartments wit me. As people go, I have sucessfully shared a living space with her for 18 years and fgure that if anyone would make a better roommate, I have yet to find them.
As for all the the drama at Joey and Vicki's, it's apparently subsided for now. Maybe it helps that I'm slipping Joey some St. John's Wort? I'm taking some myself to help keep any negative thoughts away because while I'm sruggling t find my own place again and put my life back together,the last thing I want is to fall into a dark mood. Even worse would be falling into another boy to try and keep my darkness at bay.
Speaking of, there is a cute guy who's been shoing me some interest but I'm not sure if I want to date him. After going crazy over John (and Steven) I think a break is long over due. Besides, I want to know if someone I want to date ha a drug problem or likes to cut themselves or what ever before I date them. My resistance to falling head over heels for a guy has apparenty another side affect. While I am weighing what I see, the other guy is seemingly becoming more and more intrigued with me. Maybe the trick to getting someone to want you is to show interest, but not so much that it's taken for granted.
Well, I'm going to go back to enjoying the day. I hope everyone else is too!