Apr 19, 2004 17:40
I started to go through and read my LJ today. It's a funny thing that. More often then not it seems people just post for the benifit of their readers. Well, I started to read and noticed something. This something intrigued me so since I've kept a journal since I moved to Tennessee, I went to my car, dug out the packed up journals of days past, and started flipping through them too. It seems that there is a constant theme to my life: I like to bitch.
Considering everything, I'm happy with being on this planet. I've not spent my life in agony with some debilitating disease. I've not often been without someone to turn too. Hey, anyone read the comments I get? People like me. I'd say that life is good. When it isn't, I can still get good out of it. Like now, okay Vicki and Joey fight, but maybe I can help ease their stress some. Also, this hermetiage is helping me take a closer look at myself and maybe that lofty status as "mature" isn't as far off as it seems. I'm writting more (not just in a live journal either) and drawing some too. To top things off with a bit of honesty, I LIKE being here, despite all that I have to complain about. It just makes it nicer that people care. So now that I know I like to bitch (at least in print) maybe I can start changing that and becoming one of those witty insightful people I admire so much instead.