Sep 26, 2007 22:17
Yeah, the chonga-ness was intentional.
Im actualy going to curse in this entry so im sry
I wish someone would fuck with me. Not FUCK. but try me. Try my face so hard i go into deep depression. like i want someone to come up to me in school and embarrass me so much that i run off crying.
I want someone to lead me on til the point where i feel i've found the perfect girl..only to have my heart broken in the end. Like watch her metaphorically rip my heart from my chest, watch it give its final two beats, then drop it to the floor.
I feel like I deserve it.
For all that I've done..I probably deserve it.
I think it would be a nice cleansing process for me too. just change me into a whole different person who is serious and mature and disciplined. and who knows when to use commas instead of and. and use quotations..
i really need to focus. on school, on college, on the future.. on everything. theres like a war within between the man and the boy and its about to destroy me..
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Lets Go Seniors at the Junior/Senior football game!!
We're gunna bring the fire!