sorry

[iamnotajunkie]

well nick. to say the least, i have been an immature jerk. i truly apologize. you are a great friend, so i dont know why i even let it get this bad. i hope you can accept my apology and we can remain friends of some sort. we had a lot of good times, and jealousy is a very strong emotion, making me think it was alright to ruin my relationship with you, for nothing. that doesnt rationalize my actions or anything, but thats what happened.

you have to understand where i am coming from, you seriously said i made myself look stupid, which kind of hurt, and i still disagree with that, but i did make myself appear stupid by acting so childish.