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i feel like i'm missing something from life. maybe it's because last year i had a job, and was so involved with drama and now i don't do either of those things.
my alarm didn't go off this morning and i didn't wake up until late so i didn't go to school considering my only class left of the day was choir and well, that's not necessary. so because of this electrom fluke, i had some good ol' me time, well me and my camera time, and i went and took photos. i haven't just gone out and taken photo in a while. gosnell keeps assigning dumb projects so i don't have time to just take pictures pf and develope and print wha i want anymore like i could with mr.wall. whatev, only a matter of weeks before i never have to listen to him again.
i've had some really cool idea for some photo shoots but they are a little.. out there i guess and i don't know if hardly anyone would be willing to participate in the shoot. i'm a little afraid to ask sometimes. i am going to have a shoot with matt helping me and i think it will turn out really awesome.
winston, my mouse, runs on his wheel all night and it's the first thing ever in my life to keep me awake at night. he might have to be moved to a different room at night. although my medicine is also screwing with my sleep. i've been having a lot of nightmares lately, and if they aren't nightmares they are just extremely weird and vivid. you know how you occasionally get those dreams that are so real you think you're awake? i have been having those every night and it isn't a fun thing. they are good dreams. i don't know if it's something i can learn to deal with because sleep, though it may sound lame, is one of the most important things to me. if i don't sleep well, dear god i'm a mess.
i need a job. if anyone knows of a place hiring that isn't mcdonalds or something, tell me.
congrats to matt for getting into the art institute. :)
i always forget how much i love the outdoors. i'm not going to live in washington my whole life. i hate only being able to enjoy being outside 3 months out of the entire year. i wish i was more atheletic and i know if i worked for it, i could be, but i can't motivate myself enough.
now i'm just rambling and i should go to bed.
goodnight.
my alarm didn't go off this morning and i didn't wake up until late so i didn't go to school considering my only class left of the day was choir and well, that's not necessary. so because of this electrom fluke, i had some good ol' me time, well me and my camera time, and i went and took photos. i haven't just gone out and taken photo in a while. gosnell keeps assigning dumb projects so i don't have time to just take pictures pf and develope and print wha i want anymore like i could with mr.wall. whatev, only a matter of weeks before i never have to listen to him again.
i've had some really cool idea for some photo shoots but they are a little.. out there i guess and i don't know if hardly anyone would be willing to participate in the shoot. i'm a little afraid to ask sometimes. i am going to have a shoot with matt helping me and i think it will turn out really awesome.
winston, my mouse, runs on his wheel all night and it's the first thing ever in my life to keep me awake at night. he might have to be moved to a different room at night. although my medicine is also screwing with my sleep. i've been having a lot of nightmares lately, and if they aren't nightmares they are just extremely weird and vivid. you know how you occasionally get those dreams that are so real you think you're awake? i have been having those every night and it isn't a fun thing. they are good dreams. i don't know if it's something i can learn to deal with because sleep, though it may sound lame, is one of the most important things to me. if i don't sleep well, dear god i'm a mess.
i need a job. if anyone knows of a place hiring that isn't mcdonalds or something, tell me.
congrats to matt for getting into the art institute. :)
i always forget how much i love the outdoors. i'm not going to live in washington my whole life. i hate only being able to enjoy being outside 3 months out of the entire year. i wish i was more atheletic and i know if i worked for it, i could be, but i can't motivate myself enough.
now i'm just rambling and i should go to bed.
goodnight.