i stayed home today.
i slept in which made me feel a lot better. I haven't had a good, solid voice in 2 weeks and it's scaring me with solo & ensemble coming up soon.
I went out to Joann's and got some ribbon and some fabric and some foam board to begin to create my portfolio book. I had a good idea in my head and I really hope it turns out somewhat close to what I have in mind.
I spent 2 hours outside, being thankful of the weather, drawings a few rocks and a tiny tree near our pond. Sound fun? Well it was for my portfolio. I used charcol and it was my first time with that and i was really happy with the results. I think I will definitely be okay with putting that in my portfolio. Next medium I think I want to use is sharpie. I love the piece I did with a sharpie last year but cant use it because it was based off a picture in a magazine. yuo can find that here:
http://www.deviantart.com/view/14104329/ My portfolio review day is February 28th. I was scared it was going to be this weekend and I would have to rush to get it done but now I have a little more time.
My last two empoyers are stupid and even though they were legally obliged to mail out my W2's by January 31st, one just did yesterday morning, and the other hasn't yet and won't for a other week so I have to go get it from southcenter if I want it before then. I need those forms for the FAFSA and I have to do that by the 15th. Stupid, STUPID PEOPLE.
My money is to the point where it's saying: "You need a job; I'm dwindling." The idea of a job right now is insane to me. I'm already so stressed as it is. I would only be able to work weekends, which means I would work on the weekends which means no break for Sarah. Ever.
I am really frustrated with a lot of people right now but I just don't want to start anything. They are things that I don't think talking about would really fix, or it would just be awkward. It's hard not having anyone to really talk to.
I want to dye my brown hair red soon. Maybe this weekend? Then I can get a trim which I need desperately. My hair is getting so long though, down past my collarbone, so it's hard even cutting a tiny bit off, but I know it's necessary if I want to have HEALTHY, long hair.
As I said I went to Joann's, and I saw so many cute things I wanted to make stuff out of and it sucks because I ended up spending 28 bucks there and 20 bucks at target just on my portfolio stuff and I hate when you have to spend money on things you need rather than things you want. Ah, responsibility.
God, I love vh1. I've been watching I love the 90's. We've gone through 95-98 so far. The commentary people are freaking hilarious. Michael Ian Black is my favorite.
Everyone who has the money should go see the new musical The Wedding Singer if you haven't because it's amazinggggggg.
I hate waking up everyday, and knowing for the next few hours I will see only Mrs. Baldock and jumping around until I die in aerobics.
I also decided that those anonymous secret things are a bad idea. They are fun until you realize that you're dying to know who said what. You should all tell me which thing you wrote because man, some of those things are wonderful. Thanks you for everyone who said something nice about me. It really had a big impact on me.