Sep 28, 2006 11:52
Today I had to say goodbye to the most beautify 'complication' in my life. Shes my "It's complicated..." but I'm ok with that. Today was the first time I had to say goodbye to her, that didn't make me cry. It wasn't easier, it wasn't less meaningfull. Today was the first time I could say goodbye, with the absolute certainty that we'll be together in the end. It's always been my hope, my dream, the only thing I could ever wish for. Today I know it's true. Today I'm sure, without a doubt in my mind that I can live through this... complicated .... time in my life, with a smile on my face, knowing that theres a smile on hers, too.
Britt, I love you, and no distance, no time apart, nothing can ever change that. I thought we would fall apart, I was afraid we couldn't do this... but you love me too, and thats all the proof I need. I love you so much! I love driving for hours just to come cook pasta for you. However, I don't appreciate you boobytrapping your gummy bears!!! letting them get all stale nschtuff!!! so that it makes my teeth feel wierd when I try to steal them while you're in class!
I'll talk to you later Britt. luv ya