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I close my eyes to see myself
this mirror in my mind
Like a window overlooks the night
the world is shades of gray
For a lonely minute among lonely years
I stepped into this place
Yet now I'm trapped within myself
never to escape
This depression, my obsession
Throwing my raw soul to the beast
Standing idle, self destruction
Now I blame the things I love
My reflection is static and unchanged
a statue throughout time
The darkness creeps within my room
to blackout all my life
Self deception, my regression
I trust now not myself
Demons taunting, Satan sneering
Hands held up in defeat
Deep within my tortured mind
I can hear the sounds
of a voice of light and warmth
"Is something wrong? Please don't go.
Come back and be with me."
well, i had 4 more verses, but LJ fucked up when i tried to post, and this is all I could remember... stupid lj getting messed up....... i spent like 45 minutes on that and now its gone.
this mirror in my mind
Like a window overlooks the night
the world is shades of gray
For a lonely minute among lonely years
I stepped into this place
Yet now I'm trapped within myself
never to escape
This depression, my obsession
Throwing my raw soul to the beast
Standing idle, self destruction
Now I blame the things I love
My reflection is static and unchanged
a statue throughout time
The darkness creeps within my room
to blackout all my life
Self deception, my regression
I trust now not myself
Demons taunting, Satan sneering
Hands held up in defeat
Deep within my tortured mind
I can hear the sounds
of a voice of light and warmth
"Is something wrong? Please don't go.
Come back and be with me."
well, i had 4 more verses, but LJ fucked up when i tried to post, and this is all I could remember... stupid lj getting messed up....... i spent like 45 minutes on that and now its gone.