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this is one of those times when i cant sleep. i know i need to. but i cant sleep because my head hurts too much. my heart is throbbing in my chest. i cant calm down. i cant stop thinking about it. i know i need to go to sleep or else im going to feel like shit all day. im going to be exhausted and depressed. probably still pissed off too. but i cant sleep. im sorry if i say anything that will hurt you. i probably dont mean it. i hate this. every time i cant sleep im depressed the next day. why cant i make myself sleep.