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so its my birthday today. im 19. its funny... ive been to so many parties for people in the last year. so many "surprize" parties and just party parties for peoples birthdays. so many people. so many friends. today ive seen brittany and adam. and theyre probably the only friends i'll see. rob and dave had to cancel on the jam session ive been looking foreward to for the last month. again... or something... i dunno. i dont think its ever going to happen. i think my musical career is pretty much over.
its been several years since i felt this down on my birthday.
its been several years since i felt this down on my birthday.