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i hurt. in so many more ways than one. im trying so hard to just stop thinking, and be happy, and i really had a great time at prom, and an amazing time at dinner before. but i find myself wishing i had died in a car accident between prom and IHOP, because then i could've died the happiest man alive. and now i feel like shit.
todays going to be a very long day. even if stimulus doesnt practice. because you're going to be busy all day hanging out with him... so i'll be sitting around my house staring at the wall thinking too much about things that make me want to throw up. i just fell alseep on the monitor. now my face hurts. goodnight. maybe i'll die in my sleep. right at the end of a good dream.
todays going to be a very long day. even if stimulus doesnt practice. because you're going to be busy all day hanging out with him... so i'll be sitting around my house staring at the wall thinking too much about things that make me want to throw up. i just fell alseep on the monitor. now my face hurts. goodnight. maybe i'll die in my sleep. right at the end of a good dream.