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The weeks of my life fly by so quick. I try to fit as much as I can in after work but it seems there isn't any time left once I get home. I leave work at 6:30 or 7 and don't get home until about 45-50 minutes later. So on average I get home at like 8. From 8 till bed time i try to paint, clean (never happens), relax a bit and hang with Boone. But what really happens is I sit and veg out. I get so tired from my work day that the 3 or so hours at night before I pass out are not used to their full potential.
I wish i could go out all the time. I wish I could seriously stay out on the weekdays and live it up. But i can't. And i won't be able too until I make more money and don't work such long hours.
Sorry if I flake on any of you guys. It's not because something "better" comes along it's more like i have no energy or i just realized all my money is gone.
I hate being like that but I just get so worn down.
I miss my friends. MY good friends that have been with me since forever ago. I miss so much about all of you. Even the ones I never see. Seriously I need my friends to give me that light hearted cheerful pick me up so bad right now. Game nights and just random simple fun is all I want right now.
You lose friends and you gain them.
AND
NEVER think a friendship is solid. You never know when the phone only has one end. love them anyways <3
I wish i could go out all the time. I wish I could seriously stay out on the weekdays and live it up. But i can't. And i won't be able too until I make more money and don't work such long hours.
Sorry if I flake on any of you guys. It's not because something "better" comes along it's more like i have no energy or i just realized all my money is gone.
I hate being like that but I just get so worn down.
I miss my friends. MY good friends that have been with me since forever ago. I miss so much about all of you. Even the ones I never see. Seriously I need my friends to give me that light hearted cheerful pick me up so bad right now. Game nights and just random simple fun is all I want right now.
You lose friends and you gain them.
AND
NEVER think a friendship is solid. You never know when the phone only has one end. love them anyways <3