i am glad i am taking more pictures lately. since the whole 4th street house got robbed twice and my last laptop had about 3 years of pictures on it... which i now don't have... i need to make up for it. i really enjoy looking at old photos of my grandparents and family members. i want to leave behind for my family a good representation of who i was when i was younger. psycho and all. the one thing i wish is that i knew what my great grandma was really like when she was young. or even my mom! i know only the responsible amazing woman that my mother is now. i want to know her life cause sadly i don't.
i want my grandkids (you know if i ever have kids that have kids) to really know who i was. i don't know why but it just seems important to know where and who you came from. i want them to have that knowledge because i don't. i am clueless about my father other then he was a druggie.
hopefully one day i will have a family. i was so anti before but the years pass and i realize that it would be nice one day to have a family. NOT RIGHT NOW. oh my gosh i would shot myself haha. but in like 5- 10 years... well ok how about 7- 10 years haha.