party schmarty
god this week is such a an emotional struggle. one moment im happy, sad, mad, glad, stupid, anxious, bummed. and etc. i wanna say its cuz i got lazy and didn't take my birth control for a two weeks cuz i forget. at first i was just on this tanget and hating everyone, and blamming everyone for everything, but then i actually thought well maybe its me. and it is. but still people don't make it much easier. i mean if i saw someone in a bad mood. id stay away form then, not bug them. this biotch at work. GAWD!!!!!! i hate her. we were firends at first. she was soooooo sweet. but then all of sudden she got all weird cuz i didn't like a friend of hers and started telling girls at my job "its weird working with reyna!!" and told everyone some personal shit of mine. i mean i have to work with her so even though she stabbed me in the back, i kept my mouth shut to not start problems. but the other day she did something to really tick me off, she was late and made me wait for her. and then tired to lie about it, and after that my evil wicked mean nasty twin in me came out. and now i created awkwardness at work. i understand i do get fired up for shit easly. but when someone has done stuff to upset me, it kinda magnifys them more when they just keep doing shit, and then i just blow up. im crazy. im late for loris shindig.
p.s my poor gramps just came out of the hospital form open heart surgery for the second time this month. last time he was there the day he got out he went to play bingo at the senior citizen center. isn't that funny.
p.s my poor gramps just came out of the hospital form open heart surgery for the second time this month. last time he was there the day he got out he went to play bingo at the senior citizen center. isn't that funny.