pity party
I don't know why it matters if I have a fellow or not. It just bothers me that I feel like there is no one out there for me. Like every other female in the world. I just like to know someone is there.
I really like my livejournal because I do not add friends on here so I can say whatever like this which is probably the gayest thing ever.
Hah, well Keaton is finished with me. Officially! Which I do not blame him. I do not deserve him. I just wish I could get level enough to deserve someone. Why am I throwing a pity party for myself? Because I can. Yep!
I hate that I fucked things up as bad as I did, but that is life and I can't mope about it forever. Well I actually could, but I'm not going to. Hah, I'm pretty pathetic, but it's ok! I know other people are feeling the same way as me! I can't sleep!!!
I really like my livejournal because I do not add friends on here so I can say whatever like this which is probably the gayest thing ever.
Hah, well Keaton is finished with me. Officially! Which I do not blame him. I do not deserve him. I just wish I could get level enough to deserve someone. Why am I throwing a pity party for myself? Because I can. Yep!
I hate that I fucked things up as bad as I did, but that is life and I can't mope about it forever. Well I actually could, but I'm not going to. Hah, I'm pretty pathetic, but it's ok! I know other people are feeling the same way as me! I can't sleep!!!