Apr 10, 2008 08:49
back in england after the best holiday of my life.
it made me realise a few things about life and myself...
i need to deal with money better and i need to stop taking my father for granted. ive been rubbish lately.
it also made me miss some people a hell of a lot. ive made some shitty choices which were definitely the wrong ones... im paying for them now.
im going out to zermatt next year for 4 months to train to be a ski instructor. that is the one thing ive wanted to do since i was little and its finally coming true. never ever been more excited in my life.
also helped me get over jonny. which was a big big mistake all over. another way of getting myself trampled on. should have realised it was definitely definitely too far away to work. he's still a special one though.
I FEEL BLOODY GREAT AT THE MOMENT. and i dont want it to change.
this weekend is going to be amazing. etid+rosa burg. then burgys birthday.
yeahhhhhh.
oh im excited
anyone agree with me that leaving brighton makes people a hell of a lot happier?!
its a curse.
xxxxxx