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: ) on friday we had a double chocklate cake with thick icing in the office for our coffee break it looked sooooo good but I resisted : ) I just had a flat white with low fat milk every1 was like arn't you going to try the cake but I quickly changed the conversation : ) Getting good at that now : ) Friday night I had to have dinner with my man but I just ate a little and moved everything around on my plate : ) Saturday he was at work so I managed to skip breakfast and lunch : ) Ate a little dinner as he was drinking and didn't really notice how little I was eating, but latter on after he went to bed I had a few glasses of wine a couple of crackers with cambozzla cheese and olives, then I could sense I was about to start an all out binge so I took a couple of sleeping pills and went to bed : ) Sunday I woke up around 9ish took a few substances and had a brilliant day didn't eat a thing until like 2am when I had a little candy floss. We had people over drinking Sunday night but I just kept taking little sips and no one seemed to notice that I only drunk 2 glasses the whole night : ) Monday did well I ate nothing : ) Tuesday wasn't so good though my fience had a mate over getting stoned and they got KFC and made me eat some, and at lunch I had a citrus sensation from Wendys (it's a low cal drink made of ice sorbet and juice) and a quiche from the amazing french cafe for breakfast so Tuesday I totally blew it : ( Oh well today is another day and I will do better : ) My new cellphone arrive today : ) Yay : )