help
I'm so incredibly lost right now. i'm torn between so many emotions i don't know whether to lose all sense of reality, responsibility, and vulnerable or to be safe, smart, and emotionally healthy. I'm such a baby....anyways. i can't go into too much detail cuz some people are bitches on live journal.
but anyways....i was out of town from wednesday to sunday during hurricane frances. i went to pensacola,fl., alabama, and georgia. good fun.
when i was in pensacola i met these people in a mall. they were cool and they liked me so they said "come to this place, it's like a little hang out for people like the same music and stuff as you". so i got directions and decided to go....fuck did i have a blast. i went with my cousin ashley. I didn't think she would like it. she didn't at first but then she loosened up. i met a bunch of people there. i didn't have to walk anywhere, i was carried from couch to couch, upstairs ans downstairs and i had an incredibly comfortably fun time.
i met this one guy there named Shade. He was awesome. had blue wavy hair cut almost like marlene from blue gender or some one from the civil war. I braided it.he had a flowy deep red renessaunce-like shirt and black leather pants. he had awesome eyes and make up. he was really sweet. quite a beautiful escape. one to steal you from reality. I'd like to run into him again someday.
Since I haven't been to my stupid building to which i am a slave (work), my skin has reverted back to a form of almost perfection. so i'm happy.
I got to hang with my good friend Jason all day today. And that's pretty cool. We went to the mall and then hung at his house for a while. And I'll probably hang with Paul tomorrow. When we both wake up...which will be never. hehe
I've picked my anime name for anime club thingy...i shall be Lain. cuz she is awesome, and hey, let's face it: I'm awesome too.
Not much else. I'm just anxiously awaiting the release of system of a down's new album. OH! and I got a new system of a down shirt. I've already designed my senior prom dress. I've got a new book bag and new drawing pens. A new book and on learning arabic. And a Stewie notebook (family guy represent, fool).
Just missing my peeps! I want school to start soon just cuz i miss my friends so much. and i need a break from all this thinking i've been doing. stupid brain, i can't seem to find the off switch. Laterz....love you all!
but anyways....i was out of town from wednesday to sunday during hurricane frances. i went to pensacola,fl., alabama, and georgia. good fun.
when i was in pensacola i met these people in a mall. they were cool and they liked me so they said "come to this place, it's like a little hang out for people like the same music and stuff as you". so i got directions and decided to go....fuck did i have a blast. i went with my cousin ashley. I didn't think she would like it. she didn't at first but then she loosened up. i met a bunch of people there. i didn't have to walk anywhere, i was carried from couch to couch, upstairs ans downstairs and i had an incredibly comfortably fun time.
i met this one guy there named Shade. He was awesome. had blue wavy hair cut almost like marlene from blue gender or some one from the civil war. I braided it.he had a flowy deep red renessaunce-like shirt and black leather pants. he had awesome eyes and make up. he was really sweet. quite a beautiful escape. one to steal you from reality. I'd like to run into him again someday.
Since I haven't been to my stupid building to which i am a slave (work), my skin has reverted back to a form of almost perfection. so i'm happy.
I got to hang with my good friend Jason all day today. And that's pretty cool. We went to the mall and then hung at his house for a while. And I'll probably hang with Paul tomorrow. When we both wake up...which will be never. hehe
I've picked my anime name for anime club thingy...i shall be Lain. cuz she is awesome, and hey, let's face it: I'm awesome too.
Not much else. I'm just anxiously awaiting the release of system of a down's new album. OH! and I got a new system of a down shirt. I've already designed my senior prom dress. I've got a new book bag and new drawing pens. A new book and on learning arabic. And a Stewie notebook (family guy represent, fool).
Just missing my peeps! I want school to start soon just cuz i miss my friends so much. and i need a break from all this thinking i've been doing. stupid brain, i can't seem to find the off switch. Laterz....love you all!