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It has been 3 weeks since my last confession, i mean post. Damn that Catholic guilt...i feel bad for being such a lurker and not much of a poster, so here goes.
Things that are going on:
1) Work has been like a rollercoaster. I was incredibly busy for a few weeks, but the last week or so has been dead as hell. I think I prefer the busier times - makes the day go by faster and helps me forget about the rest of the shit going on.
2) My cousin (the pregnant 18, now 19, year old one) found out she's having a boy. She sent all my family members pictures of the sonogram and stuff. Well actually my aunt was the one who did that - i think as time goes on she gets a little more at ease, and almost excited maybe. Maybe more excited than she's willing to let on. My mom's best friend had a grandson not too long ago so i think she's going to send her some things - she needs all the help she can get. Cuz is still with the loser, whoopdy doo. Apparently he's got 2 jobs now though. He hasn't been able to keep one for long so we'll see how that goes. Man, i want to bash his face in so hard sometimes. Maybe I need anger management, haha.
3) My friend - the one i hadn't seen in 2 years and randomly looked me up - came, and went. I finally got the nerve to meet her and catch up. She hasn't changed that much except for her hair color, but it was weird. There used to be alot of sexual tension between us that never went anywhere (you can call me a pussy i guess), but i didn't feel it all when i finally saw her again. No sparks, nothing. She had recently broken up with her fiance, and we ended talking about that quite a bit (to be honest, not much of a turn on to begin with). We had a good time though - talking about old friends, old times. She told me to make sure I call her up when i'm her neighborhood next time. I feel like I don't have that much going on in my life right now, and thats one of the reasons I was scared to see an old friend. I used to have alot more goals, alot more aspirations when i was younger. More hair on my head too, haha. I'm not sure where all that has gone - but i want to find it again.
I'm thinking of maybe going back to school. I'll exercise my brain while maybe meeting new people. There's a few schools around here...FIU, Nova, UM, Barry, St. Thomas. Maybe i'll do a little research. Maybe i'll even try to start next semester, just a class or 2 though. I just need to get the ball rolling on my life already.
Ok, well thats enough of that. Thanks for listening:)