I know when I'm in no position to talk...
Heh, getting a lot closer to my friends recently, not sure they were even friends til now but you learn a lot about people real quick if you just sit down and talk. Although I must admit I wish I had as much wit as they do.
Another reason to wonder why most my friends are females. At the beginning of the school year everyone was a happy couple but slowly and surely their all falling apart, all their plans of getting married, all their love, and It's all over nothing really, but I guess it has to happen, I guess it's a trend to argue over nothing. C, I dislike using real full names on this journal sorry, was upset today because her fiance changed his phone number and is moving when their in the middle of wondering if their going to last. I believe her words were "I've tried my best to be the best girlfriend I can, I've done nothing but the best I can, I've never messed around or nothing and look how he treats me, if he loved me one ounce like he claims he does, like I believe he does then wouldn't he at least call me?" And then all the other females comforted her while she cried talking about their bad experiences and as always everyone always said it'll turn out alright. I would of joined them, but the guy seemed a lot like me. He claimed to be doing it because he couldn't afford to give her what she deserved and this and that and I understand her argument but no, just because a guy loves you doesn't mean he will call you or stay with you. Unlike you we see the facts and even if it kills us we will put our emotions aside to do what we think is best for the situation even if its what we don't want. What was I suppose to say? 'I'd love to help you but I'm no better' >-> What happened to all the happy couples, what happened to the love they once claimed they had. Now it's always the female talking about how awful the guys been making her feel recently but no one wants to get over it, say fuck it I have the rest of my life and end it right there, because we love to suffer. Look I drew a heart in on my arm, hard to do and its sloppy because the blood dried before I got it far...
Either way another female got a call from her mom which made her almost cry because something was wrong and she wasn't being told what. Claimed she loved me but I don't believe it >-> how did M put it, he said "...women are in it for the companionship more than the relationship itself" and from what I know, so far, that's been held to be true...
Another reason to wonder why most my friends are females. At the beginning of the school year everyone was a happy couple but slowly and surely their all falling apart, all their plans of getting married, all their love, and It's all over nothing really, but I guess it has to happen, I guess it's a trend to argue over nothing. C, I dislike using real full names on this journal sorry, was upset today because her fiance changed his phone number and is moving when their in the middle of wondering if their going to last. I believe her words were "I've tried my best to be the best girlfriend I can, I've done nothing but the best I can, I've never messed around or nothing and look how he treats me, if he loved me one ounce like he claims he does, like I believe he does then wouldn't he at least call me?" And then all the other females comforted her while she cried talking about their bad experiences and as always everyone always said it'll turn out alright. I would of joined them, but the guy seemed a lot like me. He claimed to be doing it because he couldn't afford to give her what she deserved and this and that and I understand her argument but no, just because a guy loves you doesn't mean he will call you or stay with you. Unlike you we see the facts and even if it kills us we will put our emotions aside to do what we think is best for the situation even if its what we don't want. What was I suppose to say? 'I'd love to help you but I'm no better' >-> What happened to all the happy couples, what happened to the love they once claimed they had. Now it's always the female talking about how awful the guys been making her feel recently but no one wants to get over it, say fuck it I have the rest of my life and end it right there, because we love to suffer. Look I drew a heart in on my arm, hard to do and its sloppy because the blood dried before I got it far...
Either way another female got a call from her mom which made her almost cry because something was wrong and she wasn't being told what. Claimed she loved me but I don't believe it >-> how did M put it, he said "...women are in it for the companionship more than the relationship itself" and from what I know, so far, that's been held to be true...