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Life is slowly getting better. Unfortunately, I still see myself as a failure compared to my brother. I think I will always feel that way. "Oh Lauren, your brother is so smart!" "Oh Lauren, your brother is the smartest kid in the world." Ya know what? Fuck off, I don't want to fucking hear about my little brother anymore. I have to fucking live with the asshole. Yeah, so he's perfect and I'm a fucking screw-up. So deal with it. I do.
Haven't used fuck that many times since.......oh yes, today in Doyle's class. Bastard. How is it my fault that people were cheating? OH yeah, it's NOT! Mike, yeah, "snowshoes". Ha ha, end of the day makes everything so much more funny.
So I have to go to the mother daughter banquet this weekend. That's gonna suck ass. I have to make some kind of stupid presentation because of the Gold Award. Yeah, why don't I just have my mother do it for me since I'm doing it to make her happy so my life isn't a living hell ALL the time.
I just feel really off today. But, not mad, or upset, just off. Lab sucked. Lab is a waste of my time.
I. Want. Neck. Now. Immediately.
Jess-talk to me at lunch tomorrow. Remind me that I have something to talk to you about, because I do.
Haven't used fuck that many times since.......oh yes, today in Doyle's class. Bastard. How is it my fault that people were cheating? OH yeah, it's NOT! Mike, yeah, "snowshoes". Ha ha, end of the day makes everything so much more funny.
So I have to go to the mother daughter banquet this weekend. That's gonna suck ass. I have to make some kind of stupid presentation because of the Gold Award. Yeah, why don't I just have my mother do it for me since I'm doing it to make her happy so my life isn't a living hell ALL the time.
I just feel really off today. But, not mad, or upset, just off. Lab sucked. Lab is a waste of my time.
I. Want. Neck. Now. Immediately.
Jess-talk to me at lunch tomorrow. Remind me that I have something to talk to you about, because I do.