Fuckin' fate i guess!
Yea so, i wasn't much in the mood to talk to anyone really today. I felt like shit! Aside from another random illness...
I'm just sick and tired of everything that goes wrong with me.
Nothing has ever went right with me since i can remember, ok, so it will one day but DAMN... FUCKING WHEN?
I'm not deppressed or anything now, just a little upset that things in my life hold me back from doing some things that i WANT to do...
I should call the girls. I will tommorrow, i slept all day today!
So there's some things that are gonna happen for sure now, as far as where i'm going to college, well atleast what state, and when i'm leaving. I know all that for sure now...I'll be leaving the same time the rest of the girls are, we'll just be in different states.
Well acctually, they'll all be in Chicago, i'll be elsewhere.
My mom was supposed to leave here soon but if she wait's till January my aunt will have a house for her when she get's there.
Oh, before i forget, i was suppossed to be here for a visit but i got a job offer, so...
Why the hell do i always find a job quicker here, i wasn't even looking. I don't get it, i'm talking it as a sign that i'm not supposed to be in Cleveland. I don't know why, i'm just not.
So, i'll work thie job and get my diploma OR ged, then i'm off to college.
I'm finally getting somewhere and i feel better, alot better, but i still feel like shit at the moment.
Don't think i need to say why.
I'm just sick and tired of everything that goes wrong with me.
Nothing has ever went right with me since i can remember, ok, so it will one day but DAMN... FUCKING WHEN?
I'm not deppressed or anything now, just a little upset that things in my life hold me back from doing some things that i WANT to do...
I should call the girls. I will tommorrow, i slept all day today!
So there's some things that are gonna happen for sure now, as far as where i'm going to college, well atleast what state, and when i'm leaving. I know all that for sure now...I'll be leaving the same time the rest of the girls are, we'll just be in different states.
Well acctually, they'll all be in Chicago, i'll be elsewhere.
My mom was supposed to leave here soon but if she wait's till January my aunt will have a house for her when she get's there.
Oh, before i forget, i was suppossed to be here for a visit but i got a job offer, so...
Why the hell do i always find a job quicker here, i wasn't even looking. I don't get it, i'm talking it as a sign that i'm not supposed to be in Cleveland. I don't know why, i'm just not.
So, i'll work thie job and get my diploma OR ged, then i'm off to college.
I'm finally getting somewhere and i feel better, alot better, but i still feel like shit at the moment.
Don't think i need to say why.