Almost time go back to school.
I have been thinking to myself.. I never being myself when Im going to school. I was pretend to be someone else. I want to be able to be myself again. Since Im majoring in Fashion Design, people there do judge by the cover. Almost all of their clothes are come from expensive store...they are wearing heel shoes while Im wearing flat shoes because I dont like wear heel shoes. I love thift store, vintage clothes, hand-down clothes from my sister. I would say my style more of down the earth and arty. I couldnt wear most of my clothes because I feel that a minute I walked in classroom, they would look up and look at me. I just need to stop caring what they think. Even worse, one of my teacher do judge me. One time, my teacher asked me, "where do you shopping? you dont shopping at mall, arent you??" I had to tell my teacher where I usually shop in front of my classmate.. it was embrassing.
I usually wear my clothes that I want to wear around home, or going to Austin. Austin is a place where I felt that im being myself. They are very open-minded... I love Austin people... I miss Austin so much, it makes the day look so long because im looking forward to move back to austin when Im finish school. We are planning to move to Austin maybe next year and half or 2. We are planning to live outside of Austin like Round Rock, Tyler, and etc.
Maybe, I just wear what I want to wear and dont care what people thinks of me. I want to be myself for once since it is my last year of college. I hope I have a gut to wear. I will try, I promise.