But Father?
Today my mom told me things that i secretly already knew but was just to young to truly remember. At least i now know. I can stop imagining what happened. And accept and move on. I understand more about myself than i ever have before. Today was a day of sharing. We talked about it all. Sex, god, friends, life, and everything in between. It was something that i needed.
And now that i have embraced the above i am so ready for it to be thursday. Me and some friends will be making our way to the 225. Friday we will be attending jazzfest. And i get to hold the hands of some rather beautiful people while watching the most inspiring musician i have encountered in my life time. And today i realized that it is ok that you will not be there. Because you will be happy else where. And that is all that really matters. I love you. But i have let it go. For your sake and mine.
There i go again. Witnessing myself grow up. Feels good.
And now that i have embraced the above i am so ready for it to be thursday. Me and some friends will be making our way to the 225. Friday we will be attending jazzfest. And i get to hold the hands of some rather beautiful people while watching the most inspiring musician i have encountered in my life time. And today i realized that it is ok that you will not be there. Because you will be happy else where. And that is all that really matters. I love you. But i have let it go. For your sake and mine.
There i go again. Witnessing myself grow up. Feels good.