i guess we'll never know
I guess we'll never know
Exactly where this river's gonna flow
And I guess we'll never understand
Until we reach that promised land
So I guess we'll
I guess we'll never know
I'm not sure about anyone else, but I'm particularly bothered by people who like to throw things in your face. Its really annoying to me to have someone do something with the specific idea in mind that it is either going to annoy, hurt, bother, or piss you off. I don't really understand why people do things like this, but it seems to be a growing trend with people that I surround myself with. I'm not sure how I find people like this, but they seem to swarm me. Whether it is directly, or indirectly... these people find me, and do things purposefully to piss me off. I'm starting to wonder what I've done to deserve this. I really try my best to be the bigger person, but I'm starting to get so sick and tired of being the only consistently adult person. I won't point any fingers on here, because that is inappropriate. I just feel like I need to say it. I really feel that I am a good person, and do not deserve half the shit that I have to deal with... but I do deal with it. I try to be an adult, but the longer I go, the less rational I am. I want to yell at someone, to make someone realize that they're being irrational, or immature... but there are no words.
I got to know a lot of people this weekend at the conference I went to. I feel like when I first meet people they understand me. These people understand me... and are NICE to me. I am hoping at some point, people will KEEP realizing I am worth it... and KEEP treating me that way.
Exactly where this river's gonna flow
And I guess we'll never understand
Until we reach that promised land
So I guess we'll
I guess we'll never know
I'm not sure about anyone else, but I'm particularly bothered by people who like to throw things in your face. Its really annoying to me to have someone do something with the specific idea in mind that it is either going to annoy, hurt, bother, or piss you off. I don't really understand why people do things like this, but it seems to be a growing trend with people that I surround myself with. I'm not sure how I find people like this, but they seem to swarm me. Whether it is directly, or indirectly... these people find me, and do things purposefully to piss me off. I'm starting to wonder what I've done to deserve this. I really try my best to be the bigger person, but I'm starting to get so sick and tired of being the only consistently adult person. I won't point any fingers on here, because that is inappropriate. I just feel like I need to say it. I really feel that I am a good person, and do not deserve half the shit that I have to deal with... but I do deal with it. I try to be an adult, but the longer I go, the less rational I am. I want to yell at someone, to make someone realize that they're being irrational, or immature... but there are no words.
I got to know a lot of people this weekend at the conference I went to. I feel like when I first meet people they understand me. These people understand me... and are NICE to me. I am hoping at some point, people will KEEP realizing I am worth it... and KEEP treating me that way.